What I’ve learned from hippies is…

So today I was in Philadelphia with my mom when we stumbled across this peace gathering thing, which is a really nice way of saying that we found a field full of hippies. Like legit, long skirt, dreads, van sleeping, hippies.They were playing music, throwing Frisbee, doing really legit hula-hooping and painting and all this great hippy shit. Anyway the point is it was REALLY great. We stayed for maybe an hour to a hour and half and I just wandered around and these people like went out of their way and like included me in stuff. Some random dude complimented my smile, and not in a creepy hitting on me way, but in like a genuine ‘you have a nice smile’ kind of way. And I was watching everyone and they’d like jump up when someone they knew came and hug them and drag them around to introduce them and they looked so fucking happy.

For a little bit I was like “what the fuck do dirty hippies have to be happy about” yknow? But then like these girls were spreading this red string to everyone in the field, and it took them a while cause there were a lot of people, but when they were done the people who were singing stopped and here’s what happened.

They told everyone to make sure they could grab hold of the string that now draped all over the field and when everyone grabbed it this girl started like sing/chanting and talking and the main point is that the whole idea was that everyone was connected and we were together and we were happy and we all had something in common and it was wonderful. It was surprisingly moving, and as she was doing it this rainbow appeared over the field, and only over the field, and people were cheering and some random person grabbed my shoulder to make sure I saw the rainbow, and it was so nice.

Now you may be wondering what the fuck my hippy ritual experience means, but what I’m trying to say is that’s the first time in so fucking long I’ve felt like I was a part of a group. Like I’m not just talking about groups like clubs and organizations I mean like I haven’t even felt like I was part of my group of friends for so fucking long and a bunch of strangers in a field made me feel like I was actually an important part of the group more than my friends do.

Like what the fuck. Anyway I’m sitting in my room thinking about this and I start laughing and then I start crying and then im just laugh crying (cause that’s cute) and I dunno how I feel exactly, but I do know that the group of people in that field had a great reason to be happy. They were part of something they enjoyed and something they felt accepted in, they were part of a group and for once they didn’t have to be alone.

What I’ve learned from hippies is that we all need a place to belong.

Ugly laughing/crying at the same time.

For that moment when you realize you have no friends and you aren’t sure if you’re happy or sad about it and you really want to look insane.

Sometimes I feel bad cause I never leave my house cause my boyfriend actually does stuff and hangs out with people and it makes me feel like I should too, but then I go on tumblr and look at all the people on my dashboard and feel better. We’re like a giant never leave the house online club.

Let’s play the “Yes or No” game.

camocountryboy:

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes or no. 

(Source: follow-ieatemokids, via iswitchedtogeico)

Relationships are harder now →

lexiisdifferentt:

help-i-need-s0m3body:

Because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a…

Oh my god I hate post like this so much. When the fuck are these people talking about where people had no insecurities, didn’t get jealous and refused to use the word love? When is this? In the 20s and age of Jazz and swingers? In the 50s when teens were enchanted by love, in the 70s when the hippies were fucking in fields? Or did I start to early? Are we going back to when people had kids at 13 because of short life expectancy? Remember how cheating just came into existence 5 years ago? Oh wait, no that existed already, we didn’t make it up just now. You people need to stop romanticizing the past and shut up.

As for the first part of this bullshit, that’s your own fault. If you want someone to actually talk to you instead of texting you need to get off your ass and go talk to them. Man people are so hype in blaming their relationship failures on the current times, but man that’s some bullshit, you’re being lazy and not telling your partner what you want and obviously that means it’s not going to happen, duh. Shit do you think kids in the 50s were sitting around like. “Remember when dating was easier? When your parents simply married you off to the man with the largest patch of land? When phone calls were telegrams?”

Yes relationships may be (MAY BE I dunno I haven’t dated in any other time period) a bit harder now, but that doesn’t mean you can blame everything on the fact that you’re dating in 2012

Shut the hell up. 

(Source: tedeezy, via pastichee)

d0nniedarko:

~MINI TUMBLR GIVEAWAY THING~

Okay hi so I’m giving away these 3 Disney sweaters from Forever21 because I never wear them. I don’t think they’re in stock at Forever21 anymore so here’s a perfect chance for you to get them again, and for free :) All of them are size medium.

All you have to do like pretty much every other giveaway is reblog this to be entered to win.

Rules:

• You can reblog it 10 times maximum. NO LIKES
• MUST be following me (d0nniedarko),  mermaid-brains & tropical-kittens
• I’m checking to make sure you follow all 3 of those blogs and if you don’t or reblog this more than 10 times your entry won’t count.

The winner will be chosen June 30th, 2012. I’ll contact you through your ask box. Good luck c:

(via 90sconfessions)

Blaine and Kurt aren’t a couple they’re just two good friends who had to be put together cause they’re both gay.

Their supposed relationship shouldn’t exist.

Vocal Adrenaline was better.

FUCK YES.

Finally did my hair for once. I’m looking fly. 

I don’t have any make-up on but the lighting in my bathroom makes me look purty.